Torn: Self Portrait

It has been a while. And seem to be a perpetual cycle.

I am torn, tied up, broken.

And I will rebuild.

Empire

I haven’t had the time to shoot for awhile, as work keeps me busy. It’s pretty full on but it’s nice to be keeping distracted, if I can’t be doing something I love. The anxiety has been getting progressively worse each day but I realized there is not much I can do when I don’t have control. It feels like the essence of who you are is betraying you, that awful choking feeling that makes you feel sick at the pit of your stomach, when you lose all sensation in your body, feeling that you are all wrong, and wrong to be alive.
And it’s times like these when I realized I have come so far from who I used to be. It’s alright sometimes to cry and be thankful for the good people around you. Life is too much to not be smiling every day, or to just smear on some red lipstick and set up the camera.

Nudeness

Because life is not easy

So breathe it in.

Daring in Pink

Summer is in full swing (for the Australians anyway) and what better way to celebrate than a new swimsuit. I picked up this gorgeous Calvin Klein bandeau suit with detachable straps in bright magenta pink, got to love it!

Although I am no where near water

SdV does Fall in Spring

This is one of my current favourite looks, when the weather is so unpredictable in spring, you can’t be sure whether it’ll be warm or cold. Great to pair with stockings or as is!

And you can see, I need to be banned from ASOS. I do so love picking up a bargain however- the little vintage blue leather bag is to die for. With the exception of Tony Bianco wedges, everything has been purchased online.